I find myself holding back while writing this new tune. I ask myself, am I holding back to protect the one I’m writing about or am I am I a chicken shit just trying to protect myself? This has never been an issue for me before. If I’m in love, I say it. If I’m broken, I sing it. I try not to wear my heart on my sleeve but rather express my emotions and experiences through lyrics. I’ve tried to be as honest in my writing without being obvious. I think I just needed to write this down to think out loud. I just need to continue to be honest in my song writing and let the chips fall where they may. Music has always been my therapy even before I learned to play a note. So Vanida, continue to be honest and express yourself before you combust yourself.